Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in Ginnifer "Ginny" Callaway's InsaneJournal:

Thursday, November 5th, 2009
1:58 am	Character meme All items in bold are true I am shorter than 5'4. I think I'm ugly sometimes. I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I've had braces. I wear/wore glasses. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. I have more than 2 piercings. I have piercings in places besides my ears. I have freckles. Family Home/Life I've sworn at my parents. I've run away from home. I've been kicked out of the house. My biological parents are together. I have a sibling less than one year old. I want to have kids someday. I've had children. I've lost a child. School/Work I'm in school. I've fallen asleep at work/school. I almost always do my homework. I've missed a week or more of school. I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. I failed more than 1 class last year. I have a job. I've had a job for at least 2 years. I've stolen something from my job. Embarrassment I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. Disney movies still make me cry. I've snorted while laughing. I've laughed so hard I've cried. I've glued my hand to something. I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. Health I was born with a disease/impairment. I've gotten stitches. I've broken a bone. I've had my tonsils removed. I've sat in a doctors office with a friend. I've had my wisdom teeth removed. I had a serious surgery. I've had chicken pox. Traveling I've been on a plane. I've been to the UK. I've been to Spain. I've been to France. I've been to Russia. I've been to Finland. I've been to Asia. I've been to Africa. Experiences I've seen a shooting star. I've wished on a shooting star. I've seen a meteor shower. I've gone out in public in my pajamas. I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. I've kicked a guy where it hurts. I've played a prank on someone. I've ridden in a taxi. I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. I've eaten sushi. I've been snowboarding. Relationships I'm single. I'm in a relationship. I'm engaged. I'm married. I'm currently in the middle of a divorce. I've gone on a blind date. I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. I miss someone right now. I have a fear of abandonment. I've gotten divorced. I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. I've kept something from a past relationship. I have an ex I don't think I'll ever get over. Sexuality I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. I've had a crush on a teacher. I am a cuddler. I've been kissed in the rain. I've made out with my best friend. I've made out with someone who I wasn't dating. I've hugged a stranger. I have kissed a stranger. Honesty/Crime I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. I've snuck out of my house. I have lied to my parents about where I am. I am keeping a secret from the world. I've cheated while playing a game. I've cheated on a test. I've been suspended from school. Drugs/Alcohol I regularly drink. I've passed out from drinking. I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. I have cough drops when I'm not sick. I can't swallow pills. I can swallow about 5 pills at a time, no problem. I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. Bipolar + Anxiety I shut others out when I'm depressed. I take anti-depressants. I'm anorexic or bulimic. I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. I've hurt myself on purpose. I'm addicted to self injury. I've woken up crying. Death & Suicide I'm afraid of dying. I hate funerals. I've seen someone dying. Someone close to me has attempted suicide. Someone close to me has committed suicide. I've planned my own suicide. I've attempted suicide. I've written a eulogy for myself. This was a psychology teacher's brilliant idea. I hated it. Materialism I own over 5 rap hip-hop CDs. I own an iPod or MP3 player. I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (Just Ranma and Sailor Moon!) I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. I own something from Gap. I own something from American Eagle. I own something from Gucci. I own something I got on e-Bay. I own something from Levi's. I buy more than half my clothes at Wal-Mart. (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 30th, 2009
12:25 am	I couldn't help it... 1) Favorite hobby?  Writing. Lyrics and poetry just come to me at the strangest of times. 2) Have you ever done drugs? No, they're one of the things I'm vehemently against. 3) What are your three favorite movies?    1. Dirty Dancing (Not a WORD.)    2. Anything with Audrey Hepburn    3. The Breakfast Club 4) What possessions of yours could you never live without?   Lexi's heart. Everything else is replaceable. 5) Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?  Only the dentist. That drill gives me a major wiggins. 6) What do you think of hot dogs?  The all-beef ones are actually really good, with some mustard and onions. 7) Favorite song? "One" by U2. The most gorgeous song I've ever heard. 8) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Black coffee. Yeah, it sucks, but it wakes me RIGHT the hell up. And I can be a bear in the morning. 9) Are you a virgin? If so, what's the farthest you've gone? I lost the right to call myself that years ago. And not by choice. Anyway... on a happier note, the 'how far' question? I'm not a kiss and tell kind of girl... but I'll just say that Lexi and I make each other VERY happy. 10) Do you have any piercings? Not one. Even my earrings are clip-on. 11) What's your favorite piece of jewelry? A silver and onyx ring I got from my mother. 12) Do you like blue cheese? Gross as it sounds, its my favorite salad dressing. 13) Ever been in a car wreck? Only once, as a child. 14) Do you have ADD? Thankfully, no. I need my focus. 15) What's one trait that you hate about yourself?  I have far too many of those to be possibly healthy. But... probably my scars. I'm both horrified by them and proud of them. 16) Middle name? Janine 17) Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment..     1. How the hell did I manage to land Lexi???     2. I hope the girls like the new band name I came up with...     3. I need to finish my new song and stop procrastinating. 18) Name 3 things you bought yesterday     Some new makeup, a carton of milk, and a pack of gum. So I didn't really go anywhere great yesterday! 20) Current worry? I worry every day about Lexi and my friends... and whether this is the day Paige finally gets one of them. 21) Current hate right now? Paige. To be so... betrayed, by someone I considered a friend... I hate her even more than I hate myself. Which is saying something. 22.) Who are your five all-time favorite bands/performers?     1. Tori Amos     2. Joan Jett     3. Courtney Love/Hole     4. Liz Phair     5. Dolly Parton (DON'T JUDGE ME!!!) 23) How did you bring in the New Year?  Sitting alone in my room, scribbling manic depressive poetry. I am lame. 24) Do you play an instrument or sing? I sing. I know a few basic chords on the guitar, but Lexi could do more on a guitar in 30 seconds than I could in 5 hours. 24a) If so, who are your five most influential singers/performers on said instrument?  Honestly, the exact five I listed above. All five had a profound impact on my life. 25) Who would you say are your two best friends?  That's a touchy subject for me. The girl I *thought* was my best friend completely turned on me. But now... I would say Lexi and Irene. And thankfully, I'm finally really starting to bond with Lilly. 26) Do you own slippers?  Just a pair of generic navy blue slippers from Wal-Mart. 27) What shirt are you wearing?  Big in-love dork that I am, I'm wearing a shirt of Lexi's first band, Morgoth Rising, that I bought recently online. 28) Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? Never have, so... can't really comment. 29) Can you whistle?  Nope, but I can growl like you wouldn't believe... 30) If you could own three things you've always wanted, what would they be?  A happy life, enough money to not have to worry about the bills being paid, and a decent career. Again. I am lame. 31) Would you be a pirate? No, but oddly enough I have occasional fantasies about Lexi being one. Strange, hm? 32) What songs do you sing in the shower?  "Total Eclipse of The Heart". Can't help it. At all. 33) Favorite girl's name? Emma 34) Favorite boy's name? Kenneth 35) What's in your pocket? I... I don't have any right now. Just kinda wearing this baggy shirt and cut-of pajama bottoms. 36) Last thing that made you laugh?  Lexi commenting on Vanilla Ice. 37) Best bed sheets as a child?  Casper. Oh God. I had the most embarrassing obsession with Casper. 38) Worst injury you've ever had? My fudged-up suicide attempt left me with a severe blood-loss and some oh-so-lovely scars on my wrists. 39) Do you love where you live?  I do now. 40) How many TVs do you have in your house? Oddly enough, I think Lexi only has two. Living room and bedroom. I love it. 41) Who is your loudest friend? Lilly, but in a good way. She's loud in a vocal, determined way, not in a literal, painful way. 42) How many dogs do you have? None, sadly. I do love them, though. 43) What is your favorite TV show?  I love daytime talk shows and watching videos on VH1. Once again. I am lame. 44) Do you have any tattoos? No. I love them, but I dont think they'd look good on ME. 45) What is your favorite book? Too many to ever really list... my current favorite is "The Bell Jar" by Sylvia Plath. 46) What is your favorite candy? Hershey Kisses 47) Favorite Sports Team?  I'm not a huge sports fan by any means. I watch a little tennis, but that's it. 48) What song do you want played at your funeral? "Last Dance" by Sarah McLachlin. 49) What were you doing 12 AM last night? Talking music with Lexi. GOD does she know a lot! 50) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?   ....damn it, I have a major wedgie. (Comment on this)